Missing My Grandma

About four years ago, I have attended my grandmother's funeral back home to the Philippines. Her death devastated me because I lived with her half of my life. She took care of me when I was a baby for 7 years. Then, I took care of her for years before I got married. She has been very good to me and to all my cousins. She loves each one of us equally. Anyway, back then, we didn't know that a diapers for men and women exist. I remember washing my grandmother's underwear a lot. It was really hard back then because it was like a waste of time and money washing it everyday since she didn't have many underwear. Had we known about the said diaper for men and women, it would have been easier for us to change her diaper. No more underwear to be washed. All we could have done were throw those diaper in the trash can. Oh well, now we know, lol though it's already too late. Missing my grandma so much, wish she was still alive today.